Saturday, October 22, 2016

50 Shades of Blue

I’ve got the blues as we drive away from the fairy-tale that is Chefchaouen; a picturesque citadel in North Morocco known for its beautiful blue buildings that fill the old medina. In the 1930’s after escaping persecution in Spain, Jewish refugees painted the walls of Chefchaouen blue as a symbol of the sky and heaven. Entering the old medina truly feels like stumbling into a castle in the sky, I have no doubt that it inspired many fairy tales.

Instead of trying to describe the magical sensation,
For which there is no appropriate explanation,
Let me rewind, into my childish mind
And tell you a story.

Behind a castle wall in a pocket in the sky, there lived an old man. His house was at the top of a long, winding staircase inside a skinny blue building that looked onto the surrounding streets of Chefchaouen. When he stood on the cracked blue tile at the back of his terrace he could see the mosque; every evening against the midnight blue the lights would come on and he’d look upon it feeling it’s grandeur as it stood in the spotlight. Every morning he’d shower, dress and walk to work through the Kasbah (town square) passed each of the colourful flowerpots that were hung daintily against the faded blue walls. As he reached the square the first of five calls to prayer would sound; he’d dutifully join his fellow men in removing their leather slippers and bowing their heads to enter the mosque, their sacred place of worship.
When he stepped out and slipped his foot back into his slippers, he’d walk away leaving a trail of gold dust behind him; his heart expanding with love for his fellow men and his magical town. He’d humbly bow his head with gratefulness and with kind eyes, walk back along the windy street and under a low archway. The shades of surrounding blue would wash over him, cleansing away the last of the gold dust. As he looked up a young foreigner in a bright orange dress caught his eye and he smiled, holding his right hand to his heart he spoke softly “Murhaba” – he welcomed her to his home. He returned to his stall where his silk scarves were strewn, shimmering against the sunlight that had escaped through the crack of cobalt roof above him. The designs on the scarves made him think of his father’s stories when he was young; they were Berber designs, made and worn by the indigenous people of North Africa. They lived in different regions all over the country from the Draa valley to the Atlas Mountains; as nomads they would travel across mountains and deserts on camels, migrating around the availability of food, water and shelter. The men often took care of the livestock while the women looked after the family and made beautiful handicrafts to be sold in the town souks (markets). His grandfather had instilled pride into him through his stories that he could still recite word for word.
A group of long haired travellers in baggie trousers were meandering along the blue street now with wide, hungry eyes. They scanned the scarves on his stall, adding colourful condiments to their visual feast – the mass of geometric patterns made their heads spin. “20 Durham?” One of the girls held a scarf towards him but her gaze had drifted towards the blue postcards on the stall next door. He gently shook his head, straightening the scarves and sighing with a smile; in broken English he explained that they were worth far more than 20 Durham. She put down the scarf and began to walk away,“Shukran” a quiet thank you could be heard as her orange trousers disappeared down the alley. He sat down on his stool and picked up his glass of sweet, mint tea that was almost cool enough to drink.

It was almost lunchtime now so he pulled out his kiefe (a light mixture of marijuana, local tobacco and dried herbs) to pack into the small clay head of his wooden pipe. He stepped inside his friends neighbouring shop to lig
ht it, inhaled a long, deep breath and felt the tension at the back of his head evaporate. One more deep inhale and he blew out sharply into his pipe, watching the embers fall to the ground. A thought popped into his head, it was Friday! The day his sister made cous cous for the family – he had to remember to pick up the bread like he had promised…
Business had been slow today, there was no harm in going to lunch earlier this way he would have time to greet his brother before the next call to prayer. He had a last sip of mint tea, leaving the sediment at the bottom of the glass and walked back under the archway. A group of ginger kittens ran between his legs and he looked up at their mother who was sitting regally on the indigo windowsill above them. Mahmoud was sat in his usual place surrounded by bundles of dried herbs – it seemed business had also been slow. As they talked a light breeze picked up and the sun was veiled by a large wisp of cloud that transformed the indigos, aquas and pastel blues to nameless shades as the call to prayer again, filled the alleys of Chefchaouen. The medina was filling up with smells of harrira and tagine as the cloud blew over, unveiling the last of the sun. The blue of Chefchaouen was expanding now to the surrounding valleys and its blue lagoons, up the mountains, into the waterfalls and out into the expanse of blue sky. And just like in any other fairytale the people of Chefchaouen continued to live happily, ever after. 

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Hustled and bussled

It’s the little things you begin to appreciate when you’re travelling; at this moment, it’s the joy of cool air hitting my face on an air-conditioned bus; quite a contrast to our last bus journey... N, K and I are 5 days into our 2-week girls holiday in Morocco and we're wising up fast! With the help of a few friends along the way we’ve learned how to say no to the many talented salesman that line the souks (markets) as they tactfully shove beautiful herbs under your nose and drape pretty scarves around your shoulders. It works a treat, delighting your senses as you reach for your wallet without having had a chance to take anything in. We’ve learned the rule of haggling here (start at 50% of their first offer and go up slowly from there) and have tasted just about every Moroccan dish that can be found on most of the (fairly identical) menus; from tagine to cous cous and back to tagine (let's not leave out the bread and olives!) - the variety is endless. 
The only picture I could find of us in Marrakech
The Oureka waterfalls
We spent a bit too long in Marrakech as we settled into Morocco slowly – 2 days would’ve been enough to see a waterfall or two and have a night stroll through the steaming night markets but 3 days gave us enough time to make a real Gambian connection. Our next destination was Fez, the second largest city in Morocco known as the Mecca of the west; the journey there was no hajj but it definitely tested our endurance. It'd been sold to us under the pretence that it was a private bus that left at 11.30pm and was going to take 8 hours with 2 bathroom breaks and chairs that reclined. 
Instead, we waited in the bus station until 12.30am, steaming in the African heat that was trapped in the building for lack of airflow. Various men stood around calling the names of different destinations over and over again. "Tangir, Tangir, Tangir" as there were no notice boards in sight. The sounds echoed those of the wallahs in India that would wander the streets at all hours selling their wares in a rythmic chant. After an hour had passed and the bus still hadn't arrived, the sounds became easier to differentiate - the loud, parrot-like melody of the man besides us who was still repeating the same destination (even though the bus had surely left?), the low, gruff tones of the hunched man in the center of the room, shiftily holding a stack of bus tickets out of sight and the high pitched sounds of another man that was standing somewhere in the shadows. Lots of last minute, dodgy deals were being made to shift last minute tickets just as the buses began to leave and we remained, sat, waiting, hoping someone would notify us when it was our turn (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tqQP7i3Qxs)... I began to murmur 'Fez, Fez, Fez' under my breath, hoping we'd be called next.
Eventually we were lead to a sidewalk where we blindly followed a man murmuring in Arabic who stopped on the side of a highway. A public bus pulled up, our bags were shoved in the side of it and we were shuttled through the door. Just as K had lifted her back foot off the ground, the bus began to drive down the busy highway. We held onto the walls to prevent a nasty accident as we waited for the mass of people in front of us to diffuse into the space. We looked over the heads, hoping to find 3 seats near the front to soften the bumpy ride. A man motioned to the back of the bus and behind the last row of chairs, 3 squares of cardboard had been placed, one for each of us, joy. What a laugh he must have had... the fact that we were women amongst a commotion of people with no ability to speak French or Arabic meant that there was no room to argue; so we sat on the hard floor and let the wave of fatigue consume us. Holding our handbags close, we entered a broken sleep, woken continuously by the sharp knocks of our joints against the hard surfaces around us. I'd have spurts of anger every 40 minutes or so and as a new influx of people shuffled on and off the bus, I'd catch the eye of the man directing the flow of traffic and motion with pleading hands to a chair. "Next stop" is the message he'd motion back.
About 5 hours in when my tailbone was at breaking point, I sleepily pulled my makeshift pillow (my crumpled up Levis jacket) up to my cramped neck for the 50th time. The bus stopped for 2 minutes, I spotted 3 free seats and we jumped at the opportunity for a softer surface... YES! We sunk back into broken dreams, my eyes opening with the jerks of the bus to catch glimpses of beautiful desert villages built on red sand, beneath hazy skies that were teaming with a million dust particles. There was a new scent in the bus now, wafts of vomit were circulating and 10 new sets of eyes were glued to me - the delirious, sweaty white girl. I must've been a sight - back to sleep. That scene repeated itself again and again; each time I felt my hair becoming more matted as the intensity of the stench grew with the rising temperature as we neared midday - still no sign of Fez. The background noise was now a harmony of the mother and her baby in the seat behind me, vomiting in tandem. I felt a mixture of sympathy and disgust as a new sensory level was added to the uncomfortable scene that we were trying so hard to remain calm in. Finally, 11 hours later we'd arrived in Fez, feeling conned at having paid extortionate rates for a public bus that must've cost a fraction of the price.
- Note to all travellers, when in Morocco try and use the CTM or Supratour bus companies as they're the only ones we've found with fixed rates that’s description matches their service -
I unstuck my legs that were now glued together with sweat, dodged the men that were trying to put our luggage into wagons and rustled my way into the crowd to find my bag buried in the pile. Deeep breath - tired and fez up already, the scattered journey had laid the foundations for a very weird and wavy day.


Song of the day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixn1r_JHLIw

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Ibiza

San Miguel
'Don’t hold expectations and you won’t be disappointed' is the philosophy that summed up LBD & I's recent trip to Ibiza. It was originally intended to be a 9-day detox after a summer of festivals but my naivety got the best of me and it too easily became a 9-day bender. It was L & I's last holiday together for a while, now that uni was over and our stint in Bristol was coming to an end. L had grown up as part of the Spanglish summer culture, so he knew Ibiza from having worked seasons there. I 'felt' like I knew it after having my ear chewed off about how amazing the people, places and parties were, but my image was tainted by thoughts of really expensive nights in big clubs that played commercial music with loads of English Lads on tour. So it took me a while to warm up to the idea of stepping into the party animals playground, but I'm so glad I did! 
We started off  in Santa Gertrudis, a sweet little bohemian town that lies directly on the middle-point of the island and is described by many as Ibiza in a microcosm. With no car (due to it costing an extortionate 500 euros for under 25's), we soon discovered the beauty and ease of hitchhiking, during which I could practise my Spanish and find out about the local hotspots around town. We'd generally get dropped off in the centre of Santa G where we'd walk passed many gorgeous boutique shops, vegan juice bars and whitewashed houses towards the dirt path ahead. After a few frustrated conversations about which prickly pear cactus was our actual landmark, we soon knew the way home like the back of our hand; passed the dry foliage and towards the faint lights of the telephone towers in the distance. 'You have reached your destination' I could hear the robotic voice of the GPS in my head as we caught sight of Y's sweet casita, decorated with pretty hand-made pots and various cacti that merged in with the surrounding desert. So while our plan had been to spend 9 days in the North, staying at my family friend's and discovering the island - we went out for one night in the South, and never really left. 
My initial concern about not having enough clothes to wear in Ibiza became not having any of our clothes or belongings for the majority of the holiday. A self-inflicted issue for sure, as we weren’t really coordinated enough to plan our trips back but we didn’t expect to fall so hard for the San-An spell. In the 7-person party palace we’d slightly taken over, lived the loveliest people (this sounds like the beginning of goldilocks and the 3 bears..) who soon became our Ibiza angels. Every day was jam-packed and nights out were balanced with chilled nights in or a heart-warming roast dinner. But the entire time, was one.long.session. Never have I packed it in so much, the constant stimulation began to feel commonplace and daily life took on a whole new set of priorities. Routine was no longer based around mealtimes – breakfast was eaten at dinnertime and bedtime would occasionally happen in the early hours of the morning, it had all gone topsy turvy.
People went out 7 nights a week to different parties followed by the after party and then back to the party again. It didn’t stop and everyone was always on it. In the brief moments when L and I did pull ourselves out of the bubble with our thumbs stuck out on the side of a highway, I’d glimpse into reality and plan to go to a vegan café, teach yoga at open-space and send off my resumes. But the plan developed into nothing more than a hopeful suggestion and within an hour, we’d be walking back down the dirt road, passed the prickly pear cactuses and through the pine trees, fiending for San-An. 

9 days flew by, friends became family and in the last few hours I was looking at flights to extend my stay. I understood why people did seasons there, but wondered if I’d ever survive one… Despite the whirlwind it had been, we’d still managed to tick off a lot of boxes. We'd seen the elusive Ibiza dinosaur (the famous, white bearded man that everyone seems to know), swum in beautiful seas by day and night, boogied to Nightmares on Wax, swirled around at Acid Sundays and managed a bit of a hot, sweaty after party. L and I had found our adventure and I'd slightly fallen in love with Ibiza – with no expectations, there was no disappointment. Despite having had no sleep, LBD and I surprisingly caught our flights back to Bristol, running aimlessly through the airport with minutes to spare. 
When we got onto the aeroplane I looked around and felt the exhaustion and lack of conversation in the cabin, the energy was definitely different from when we'd arrived.  I closed my eyes when we sat down, uninterested in any social interaction that presented itself; those few hours would be the only bit of rest I'd get until my next flight, 12 hours later from London – Morocco… If only I’d worked out my geography and avoided the massively unnecessary detour but hey, you live and learn. So we flew away from that beautiful party island with its amazing beats and beautiful, tanned girls that look like they're part of some sort of Victoria's Secret convention. With few brain cells but throbbing hearts I let exhaustion consume me, next stop: Morocco.

One of the many moments (just listen to the lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsgP8LkEopM 

Friday, October 7, 2016

BOOMtown





Boomtown

Boomtown, the festival where all your unconscious phantasies come to life – It would truly be Freud’s paradise. The festival is constructed like a town and organised around a narrative in which different areas and districts contain theatrical characters and stories, interwoven through performances over the course of the festival. How to turn it into words? I’ll soon find out.

I arrived at boomtown in a truly bamboozled state. I was dropped off on the wrong side of this massive festival (home to over 35 stages) and due to my poor sense of direction and lacksidasical attitude, I found myself somehow lost inside the festival walls, trying to dodge the security guards and ironically break out of the festival to get a wristband. What a pickle I was in. An hour after wandering around aimlessly, I ended up in Whistlers Green – the lovely, healing side of the festival situated amongst cornfields, how apt it was. I didn’t even think such a section would even exist at a festival like boomtown that was renowned for it’s grimy, grotty underground scene. The sky was dark and time was ticking until the ticket office closed, so I unwillingly declined an invitation to camp with the hippies for a night as I’d already committed to the ASBO Disco crew. Our stage was in the centre of the Red Light district, part of downtown with opposite vibes and at the opposite end of the festival from Whistlers Green. I gave them a cuddle and was sent off with a tribe of teenagers in high vis’ that lead me into more new territory. Strolling along I finally felt like I’d hit a spot of luck as they happily took all my bags off me and I followed behind them. But then we reached a gate and as they handed me my bags I felt the burden return. A confused look washed over everyone’s face and I realised they had no idea where they were going either. Shit. It’d been 3 hours since I’d arrived now and I had 20 minutes to get my wristband before the ticket office shut. With the last rush of adrenaline I ran through uptown mayfair, passed the half constructed sets, through the psytrance forest and towards huge metal constructions with hundreds of digital eyes, opening and closing at different times all around me. I made it 5 minutes before the booth closed, locked eyes with a steward that caved in and gave me my golden ticket. IN.

The ASBO Crew
Once I’d calmed down from my manic state, found the site and the crew we went on a tour of the empty grounds to get a feel for the land before the punters arrived…

As the sun rose into the centre of the sky the next day, I stood in the centre of the bowl-shaped ground where the original festival used to be held before it expanded to its surrounding valleys. The punters were beginning to arrive now – streaming into the camping grounds like ants on honey. The empty fields around me were soon a colourful patchwork quilt of tents and the buzz was beginning to rise. I went for a wander up the dreaded infinite staircase that connected downtown with uptown. Just as I’d reached Whistlers Green, gasping for breath, I saw a beautiful sight that made me stop. Positioned perfectly in-between 2 trees, a couple lay in a four-poster bed, adorned with vines and flowers in the middle of a miniature forest. A dining table with 12 chairs stood nearby, ready with a china tea set for the forest fairies to dine… I was getting butterflies “JESS!” I was shaken out of my reverie and turned around to face the sound and see J, a festival friend that I’d been bumping into in various magical fields around the country… the beauty of synchronicity that festivals create amazes me; that magnetism that draws you to those you know despite however many thousands of people and activities there are.



The ASBO Crew
Later that day, I was born into Boomtown. Re-emerging as an ASBO girl in chunky chains, adidas hoodies and sports bras, I'd found my alter ego. The look was chavy, the vibe dutty and the attitude cheeky. Along with my other ASBO girls I re-awoke my love for theatre – when else do we get to perform in such a menacing way and where best to do it but a huge, 5 day music and chem fuelled performance that perfectly merges narrative with improvisation. This year, the chapter of the boomtown book was Revolution and the Boominati were the big dogs on the block. They controlled the boomtown currency that could be found everywhere; if one were to really get their act together (although I didn’t meet anyone that managed it) they could play the game and collect all the hidden numbers at various stages. If they presented the correct sequence of numbers to the bank, a vault would be opened with a secret prize hidden inside.

Muti was the king of the underground in which we lived. A district laden with some serious characters, the hardcore garage girls being one of my favourites as they skanked to DnB on derelict boom-cars, wearing tight leather with half-shaved heads and tattoos streaking their faces. By night it became a multi-dimensional dungeon rave with characters in futuristic suits flipping on blades, hanging from ropes and spinning in hoops; each group battling it out with synchronised dances to live freestyles MC'd by the head of the boomtown police force.

Being nawwtyy
Each crew had its own afters when the music stopped at 4am. One evening, the ASBO afters merged in with our neighbours - the itchy-red-rash girls. As we entered their boudoir, our mouths dropped at the incredible sight of half naked women in tight corsets, passing around trays with straws as the Madame sat on her throne, with a watchful eye. I turned to chat to Muti’s second-hand man, the guard of the underworld who was grinning with gold teeth and a mad look in his eyes that were coated with thick, black coal. He was sniggering about what he was going to do to the security guard that had been making pervy comments to us girls all day… they were dark times and I loved them. Transgressing out of my ideal light, hippie world and into the dirty grime of the underground scene where you made all the rules.

ASBO Girls
We performed every evening from 11pm – 4am, skanking on stage to the fattest sound system of the festival, banging out heavy dub and jungle with artists like Mungos HiFi, Manudigital, ASBO and more (https://www.mixcloud.com/.../aries-b2b-fleck-b2b-asbo.../). The rest of the time, we’d ride the boomtown current, seeing colours in the trees of the forests, falling into Fat Freddy’s drop or being convinced into a ‘civilized’ family breakfast in boutique camping with C’s mum (how we managed to pull that off in our states, I’ll never know). The westest moment of the festival was definitely being pulled away from a skank into a tiny glass room with a cushty movie set up. On the screen was octopus porn with tentacles invading holes you’d never dream of… If you could take snippets of nightmares and dreams, add a jungle soundtrack, inject it with gallons of fuel, shake it up and turn it into a reality... you’d get boomtown.

ASBO DISCO
I departed that festival completely stripped of every ounce of energy, health and life.  Keen to get home and avoid waiting a few hours for a lift, I trekked up the dreaded staircase, gasping for breath as my chest felt close to collapsing. And then it did and the medical team was surrounding me with inhalers and water… defeated, I was that girl. When I’d calmed down, I discovered the 6 hour wait for the shuttle bus to leave the festival – massively regretting not taking up the offer for a lift and thinking of a painful 6 hour wait at the end of a festival?! What a joke. But amazingly, the sun shone the entire time and I happened to be sat next to the one man with a working mini-rig banging out great tunes while Peterpandimensional dusted off his festival powder on my other side. During that 6 hours, everyone jammed together and shared the last of their remnants, food and water. The departure turned into a free party, just as boomtown had begun. I buzzed off the communal interaction that had just formed as I sat on the train, closed my eyes for a second and woke up hours later... in Wales. Luckily I wasn’t the only mug who'd missed their stop, so we spent the last of our pennies on a cross-country taxi journey back to Bristol to finally get some sleep. Ka-BOOM - What an ASBOlute.Trip!




The official Boomtown After-video: 

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

A taste of Perugia

Sterlinghe


Bedroom
view
We’ve just soared above cloud level, leaving the warm rain behind and entering a clear, blue layer of sky. It matches the blue that has been present above the hills of Città di Castello every day for the past week as we return from a family holiday at my uncles house in Perugia, Italy; what luxury it has been. Each day has melted into the next with the ever-present sun heating the yellow stones that remained warm well into the night.
Beautiful Sterlinghe, a holiday villa that’s taken D & V 10 years to complete; each detail perfected, from the copper wires to the wood fired oven to the perfectly groomed lavender bushes. If you were to close your eyes and wander through the garden, your body would submit to a completely soporific state, acting as a container for the sun’s heat as the constant hum of a thousand bees filled your ears and the smell of lavender indulged your nostrils. Opening your eyes again would bring you back to life as the vibrancy of the surrounding colours hit you retina, a true feast for your eyes.
Lunch time was my favourite  – bright red tomatoes under white mozzarella topped with a single, green basil leaf; pink prosciutto wrapped around orange melon; huge green salads next to chunks of ciabatta drenched in thick, yellow olive oil and deep red wine in vintage glasses. In the dappled sunlight, under hanging vines everyone would gather to sit around the huge wooden table and eat and laugh. One afternoon, when joined by new company we bonded through a group pizza making session, kneading the dough, spreading the passata and choosing from an array of amazing ingredients. It took a few attempts but soon enough beautiful, organic shapes were streaming out of the wood fired oven, placed upon wooden chopping boards, drizzled with truffle oil and topped with fresh rocket; the whole scene was like an art installation.

One cannot possibly write about a holiday in Italy without mentioning the cuisine given its prominence in Italian culture. One night, we went for a meal in town and as we waited for the food to arrive, D & V told us about Sterlinghe’s creation: how kind the builders were, courteously inviting them to their family homes for a meal – it’s typical for Italian families to own a patch of land upon which they build multiple houses to allow room for the whole extended family to live. During one meal that they went to the food was all served on plastic plates that were placed on plastic tables as everyone sat on plastic chairs with a small TV blaring in the corner. Yet despite their obvious lack of wealth, the richness lay within the food and the joy that it brought everyone as they ate together and welcomed their guests with open hearts and expressive hands.


As the food began to arrive at our table I noticed the energy increasing around us. Beneath the towering 12th century Cathedral and the ancient sandstone and red brick buildings that bordered the town square, clusters of beautiful, deeply tanned girls began to arrive in groups. Behind them, followed equally brown, well-dressed men with slicked back hair that matched their shiny shoes. Against the yellows and oranges of the buildings, the whole scene gave off its own heat waves, sending my eyes into a lull that I fought off by jiggling my knees.

One of my favourite things about that Mediterranean paradise is the plain elegance with which the Italians conduct themselves socially; they drink no more than a small glass or two of alcohol, no leery voices or obnoxiously loud music could be heard and no over-stimulating advertisements are plastered against the walls. 
The flow was mellow that day as the sky transitioned into night and we ended the evening with a gelato, as one should. My eyes bulged as I held up the supposedly ‘small sized’ cone that was quickly drowning in scoops of fresh fig, walnut and pistachio ice cream – 2 scoops was the minim but it easily beat an English ‘large’. I lapped it off the cone before it became a sticky puddle in my hand. Outside the gelateria, motley crews were standing in circles, eyes down, dodgily licking their ice creams in silence with the polizia parked up under the stone arch nearby in case Iscreamed… Needless to say, the evenings innocence kept trouble at bay and no one went hungry that night… or any night for that matter.

If food is the substance of nurturing, Italy is the mother nurturer and instead of hitting the treadmill running, I’ve opted for the holiday route of indulging in ‘Il dolce far niente’ – the sweetness of doing nothing.
Mm… I just heard my tummy rumble, or was that turbulence? God, I miss it already! 

Soporific song of the day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvpThS7zfQ8 

Monday, July 18, 2016

Gottwood

It was finally that time of the year! Like an excited schoolgirl ready for her first day, I jolted out of bed; my breathing getting shorter as my mind began to race with mental notes “tent poles? Check. Glitter? Check. Wine? Check” I took a deep breath. One step at a time. First mission: Coffee (not that I needed more stimulation...)
It was time for Gottwood, the first festival of the year located 6 hours from Bristol in Anglesey, Wales. I zoomed over to N’s house as the caffeine levels peaked, half dragging along my camping gear that was awkwardly strapped to my body. We packed the boot of his newly acquired, 1960’s baby blue Volvo, shut the bonnet and sat down to fiddle with the ancient seatbelts. As the hum of the engine began to reverberate through the leather seats, I rolled down my window, closed my eyes and felt the Bristol breeze as the first of the day’s tunes began to play.
The flow was easy as the hours passed, countless rollies were smoked and conversation continued … until we hit standstill traffic. The summer sun beat down hard on the bonnet, the temperature gage was stuck on ‘hot’ and we began to feel like a slow cooked, Sunday roast with no ‘fan assisted’ option to cool us down. “Please can the engine not blow, please can the engine not blow” was the mantra for that moment as I supressed the possibility of getting stranded in the middle of Wales.
One hour later, when patience had reached its limits, the traffic started moving and so (thankfully) did the breeze. We drove on, engine intact, brain half baked but managing to keep our cool and save the full cook up till later. It wasn’t long before we’d made it through the tedious queues, bargained down the shuttle bus driver and arrived, along with the rest of the crew to the camping spot that T and D had patiently saved… poles, pegs, mattress pumps and many hands – soon enough we’d erected a little village with I and B’s totem Bell tent adorned in fairly lights and incense, serving as a signpost and safe-haven for when the rain fell.

Gottwood was the perfect festival to start the season; the music was mostly funky house with the line-up including amazing artists such as Joy Orbison, Bradley Zero and Archie Hamilton who played in stages dotted around the Welsh woodlands; the lake-stage holding the perfect day vibes for when the rays were out and the pyramid stage, with its 3D mist-filled visuals transforming the night-time into a multidimensional reality of sorts. With our beautiful crew who could often be found slutdropping under the neon arrow held by Queen L, we wondered through the woods, dancing along and branching off to discover magical venues.
It’s funny how fast we create routines for ourselves, the motive of our waking life became the music instead of the sun; rising late-afternoon, beginning the ritual of glitter and fancy dress, packing some real nutrition in at the avocado stand followed by a caffeinated beverage of some sort: re-set, re-charged and ready. Should the griminess and overflowing portaloos get too much to bear, the glorious options of a shower or a posh poo were game changers. Although, it did rain enough for a daily cleanse (free of charge!)
I chuckle to myself as I reminisce about the first downpour. I was sat against a hay bail, talking to a beautiful stranger about our love for the elements and nature. A deep, monotonous techno tune was playing and every 4 beats, a woman’s voice would quietly chant “rain”. Sure enough, synchronicity was in effect and the droplets started arriving, rapidly picking up pace and shifting the tone of our conversation from appreciation to annoyance; we cursed the elements that we’d loved only minutes before, gave each other a squeeze and ran off to join our separate crews. We clambered into the bell tent, leaving our muddy wellies at the entrance to enter the west world of yoga and slut drops to a harmony of kumbaya… “Inhaaale” everyone lifted their arms “and exhaale”, as their eyes closed and their arms came down “OI OI OI OI OIIIII!!! CHUG IT!” We creased at the vibe-kill as the group of lads next door began chanting loudly, jeering their mate on to chug his beer and then like clockwork, L stumbled in to the centre of the circle, eyes rolling and 2 bottles in hand. What to do but laugh…
From laughing to tears, the times took an emotional twist. I truly learnt the effects of sleep deprivation due to being convinced that the festival finished a day early and pulling a premature all-nighter. I realised I’d gone from half-baked to fully frazzled when I bumped into our mate O (who we’d spent all morning with) in the middle of a crowd, looking at me as he called my name, still dressed in his policeman outfit from a few hours before. My blood froze, thinking I’d been hunted down by security and was being kicked out of the festival. I stood in shock for a few minutes before my very slow brain began to recognise him and I loosened the grip on my rucksack and broke the confused silence with a laugh. A new song came on and the rhythm continued, as it always does.





So, although there were shit moments (like when we were dancing at the pyramid stage and the guy dressed in the inflatable poo-suit popped up on top of the hay bails), most of them were incredible (like when the whole crew coincidentally found each other around a random tree, like woodland creatures responding to natures call). On the last morning, C & I were the last to leave the deserted campsite due to our deadened response to all the attempted wake up calls. I managed to luckily reclaim my phone at lost and found before we spotted N & D who’d been patiently waiting for us by the car. As we drove off in that baby blue Volvo, I smiled; still riding the buzz of the weekend and feeling the warmth of beautiful company, like an aftertaste of the Chai-rum that had always given us that much needed lift at the end of the night. Until next year, Gottwood.


Song of the day: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-s32ESIR-4 
Mix of the day: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1hIxht83h8




Tuesday, July 5, 2016

A Summer Song

The sun is shining, the breeze is fresh and the background symphony is a combination of skylark, goldfinch and magpie calls, broken up by the odd splash of a Pollock’s tale in the estuary. The sounds of summer in the Devonshire countryside… lush. How liberating it is for the mind to be free of the burdens of city life and its hard, dense energy.

In Psychology, there’s a term ‘sensory adaptation’ that describes a common, unconscious behaviour that we use to blend into our environment… you know when you walk into a room with an overwhelming smell and it dominates your attention for a while, until your senses quickly adapt and your attention moves elsewhere… my point being that with its constant sirens, flashing lights and pungent smells, I think city living massively desensitises us.
In one way, it’s probably necessary; creating a coat of sensory armour to shield us from the tumultuous tumbles and shin splints inherent to the rat race. But on the other hand, it causes us to lose touch with our feelings, our common-sense(s)… our human nature. Despite our technological advancements and ability to instantaneously ‘connect’, we’ve sadly become so disconnected…

Now, while this may be my comedown epiphany,
RIP Gary
My macro evaluation of society,
Or my mind finally getting the chance to run free…
Whatever the reason,
The beginning of this season,
Has given me the space to see.

Summer time in England is when the true magic happens and for once, I am not jetting off to miss the show.

The wand has been waved
Tunes <3
And all those enslaved,
In grey clouds and monotonous drizzle,
Have been freed to unleash,
Their well-groomed beasts,
As the candy pops, cracks and fizzles…

From Gottwood to Glastonbury and somewhere in-between, I’ve been swept up in a rhythmic wave to dance to the sounds of summer. The disconnection of city life has been thrown to one-side as the crew re-assembles in tents old and new, to dance and laugh and sing; Ay ay me hearty’s I feel it in my soul, I feel that pirate ting up in my soul…

Glastonbury 2016

Like the smooth transitions of a really good mix, the days have merged into one another seamlessly and for the first time in a long time, I’m stopping to process the metamorphosis.

Weeks ago, we flitted and fluttered as forest fairies in the Welsh woodlands to funky, house-filled beats. A wave of the wand, another weekend and whoosh! The times took a tropical turn and we floated for hours passed London’s bridges and towers, feeling somewhat wavy aboard the Captain and Co’s birthday vessel. But rougher seas were in need, so the spell conjured up something greater for us to do…

Boat Party
London, 2016

Gottwood, 2016
We became reckless and wild, like an unsatisfied child, attempting to take over every vessel in site (unless they were in the kids playground area during which all crew members [unless gold], were instructed to come back at 7pm…); we became pirates for the night and exercised our rights to groove to that sexy disco beat (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eBpYgpF1bqQ ).

The fairy dust has finally settled on the windowsill in front of me.
A momentary breather from the mass of blissful confusion,
To ensure it hasn’t been an illusion,
And that the sounds that I’m hearing are real…
Om Namah Shivaya

Because one must not forget,
That in our attempts to re-connect,
We must still keep our feet on the ground.
For it’s too easy to get swept away,
In the tide of worries we try to keep at bay,
And we end up missing the current sound.
The one sound that we call,
The Uni-verse.

Quote of the day: "To be grounded is to be connected to our emotional-electrical currents, to the waves of our needs and images and the rhythms of actions which comprise our physical-psychic processes: the rhythms of the human and natural ground." - Stanley Keleman